I really love this song. Every time I hear it I hear something new.
It's by Addison Road, called What do I know if Holy?
I made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all, no
If You touched my face would I know You
Looked into my eyes could I behold You
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean
Are You fire, are You fury
Are You sacred, are You beautiful
What do I know, what do I know of Holy
I guess I thought that I had figured you out
I knew all the stories and I learned to talk about
How You were mighty to save
Those were only empty words on a page
Then I caught a glimpse of who You might be
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean
Are you fire, are You fury
Are You sacred, are You beautiful
So what do I know, what do I know of Holy
What do I know of Holy
What do I know of wounds that will heal my shame
And a God who gave life it's name
What do I know of Holy
Of the One who the angels praise
All creation knows Your name
On earth and heaven above
What do I know of this love
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean
Are you fire, are You fury
Are You sacred, are You beautiful
What do I know, What do I know of Holy
What do I know of Holy
What do I know of Holy
There is so much of this song that applies to me. I always pray, I always say that I want to do what God wants- but I have a hard time just listening. Just waiting to hear from Him.
Sometimes I wonder if God was right next to me, would I even know? I get so caught up in my life and things that need to be done, that I sometimes forget that without Him and without His love, I wouldn't even be here. I wouldn't have this awesome husband and baby.
I want so badly to be consumed by God and His love at all times. Not just when I remember to think about it or when I'm doing my devotions.
I don't want to be the one who knows all the stories, and tells everyone about how wonderful God is, but not have that amazing love in my own life.
I get so overwhelmed with how much unconditional love our Father has for me and how little I even know about Him.